Inner Fear

Inner Fear

Inner Fear


Upon the grave of guilt she lay 
Engulfed with fear of what may lay beneath 
A fragile shell of emotions 
Oh...so dark within a mortal coil 
Enshrouded in silence she screams 
Falling through the vortex (of scattered thoughts) 
Tortured by confusion and fear... 
of what may breed within her heart 

...Vulnerable soul exposed to the dark 
...A faint illusion of humanity in decline 

The vault of horrid memories 
Revealing the fundamentum naturae of man 
Painful groan leaves her lips 
A pervertion of psychogenesis 
Revealing the fundamentum naturae of man 
Private sickness of wicked dreams 
The qualities only flesh is heir to 
A malevolent pleasure of inhumanity 

Clad in a cloak of sheded tears 
A phantasmal scene in the dark 
...sensation of the worst nightmares 
something has broken down deep inside 
A regression deep into the utmost pain 
The ultimate callapse of conscious mind 
The needs that make the beast of man 
The passions far beyond the sane 

Devoured by feeling of absolute exhaustion 
The fear crawls atop her clandestine flame 
Chimeras of entwined figures...(so obscene) 
The Inner Fear of what might not have been 
In quest for relief of mental affliction 
Desperately drowning in abject despair 
An immolation of futile morality 
To the principles of ecstasy... 

Clad in a cloak of sheded tears 
Ravenous soul embracing the dark 
...sensation of the worst nightmares 
Blood drops on the tip of her tongue 
An experience of the utmost pleasure 
The ultimate delight of horrid crimes 
A malignant grin on the face of sin 
The sense of vicious ravishing 
The scent of Inner Fear fills the night 

The sanity drowns in pleasure of pain 
Delirious laugh thrills the debris of mind 
The needs that make the beast of man 
Sheer ecstasy...akin to spasm 
The Inner Fear that still burns inside 

Never before she felt such alleviation 
Such a reconciliation with what she was 
As the entire life drains from cleft veins 
Wetting the ground she once walked...