When i woke up, i could see The daylight had already passed me It was such a fight to fade away to sleep It's a fugue i'm on, falling to chase down the dawn And i fell every night, as it turns into light with my eyes just shut tight Sailing all alone, thought i'd made it home But i threw it all away Oh i've let myself get spun again I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this Oh i know it's not a dream Keep it quiet, lay low, holdin' on to what i don't want to know Til the daylight turns to ash and blows away Missin' keys, bloody nose, consequences of what i chose Keep runnin' into me, don't want my memory, it comes so deathly Sailing all alone, thought i'd made it home But i threw it all away Oh i've let myself get spun again I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this Oh i know it's not a dream Oh i've let myself get spun again I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this Oh i know it's not a dream Oh i've let myself get spun again I'm surprised it's not a dream, fallin' in between I feel sick, i feel nervous, i know just what i did to deserve this Oh i wish life was a dream