Why I’m being punished?
A war between light and shadows
Here I am facing what destiny prepared
Suddenly my world turned upside down
And I have to hold my tears
Worst living nightmare
I have ever lived
Plumbs, wire, catheter
I’m becoming part of this machinery
All came like an avalanche
Retaliation to think on all my sins
Blurry moments, scary thoughts
I can’t find the light
I thought I was gonna die
Afraid of what’s coming next
Don’t want to wake up
And see these white walls again
Worst living nightmare
I have ever lived
Plumbs, wire, catheter
I’m becoming part of this machinery
All came like an avalanche
Retaliation to think on all my sins
Blurry moments, scary thoughts
I can’t find the light
So many days doped
Too much pressure
This ordeal that I have to go through
I can’t stop thinking
Am I the one to blame?
You were always there
To hold my hand
When days were hard to understand
Mother, please
I need to know if I still exist in here
I wear my scars with pride
I’m here to survive
They’re a reminder of times
My wounds will heal
When life tried to break me
I’m stronger now
But failed
I will survive
