Girl's voice: It's alright now (unclear) The house is finally empty, nobody around. I knew there'd be no other chance than right now to express myself. Nobody around to stop me. And I... I got paper and... a razor... and (unclear) right to my room. I like to write about how upset I was and how much (unclear) I had. I look down... I look down at the
Still dark outside the window
Fucking alarm clock, start the day in fear
It's not the fun or any sense of community
They're just trying to dull the pain
The scientists say that it's a
Different animal altogether
And driven by forces deep
Within the chest that won't let it sleep and...
See the arm is sliced and
See the taken life and
See emaciation
Little scars are showing
On the outside
On the outside
On the outside
On the outside
So now they've grown up in these
Brilliantly beautiful sterile communities
Floating like the sleepers through the
Flowers and emptiness, the boring futility
So now they're educated
12 years of chains and lost opportunities
What they have learned is how to
Jump when the bell rings and fear the breakdown
See the pain inflicted and
See the vein restricted and
See the pain inside
Caressed, unfolded, delivered
To the outside
To the outside
To the outside
To the outside
It's known that nothing can be done
There's just no room for the unconverted
It's known that anything is possible
But there's nothing worth doing here
See the forgotten sun and
See the forsaken ones and
See them driving cars
As big as they are, as fast as they'll go and
See the eyes turned in and
See cigarette-burnt skin and
See self-loathing love
On the outside
On the outside
On the outside
On the outside
Outside
On the outside
On the outside
On the outside
On the outside
I look down at the (unclear) blood. I only wanted a little blood, but I didn't know how deep a fresh blade could cut. The blood just (unclear). I was really disgusted but I did it anyway. I love the wound even though it hurt... and well I wondered how in the world I was gonna hide this from mother. I could do it myself by pulling the skin together and taping it really tight. And I suppose I really should have gotten stitches but well, I dunno.
On The Outside
Do Lado de Fora
Ainda está escuro do lado de fora da janela
Maldito despertador, começa o dia com medo
Não é a diversão ou qualquer senso de comunidade
Eles estão apenas tentando ensurdecer a dor
Os cientistas dizem que é um
Animal completamente diferente
E guiado por forças profundas
Dentro do peito que não o deixam dormir e
Veja o braço cortado e
Veja a vida tirada e
Veja macilentas
Pequenas cicatrizes são mostradas
Do lado de fora
Então agora eles crescem nestas
Brilhantemente lindas comunidades estéreis
Flutuando como os adormecidos através das
Flores e do vácuo, a futilidade massante
Então agora eles são educados
12 anos de grilhões e oportunidades perdidas
O que eles têm aprendido é como
Pular quando o sino toca e temer o enguiço (da máquina)
Veja a dor infligida e
Veja a veia restringida e
Veja a dor interior
Acariciada, desdobrada, despachada
Para o exterior
É sabido que nada pode ser feito
Apenas não há lugar para os que não foram convertidos
É sabido que qualquer coisa é possível
Mas não há que valha a pena ser feito aqui
Veja o sol esquecido e
Veja as pessoas desertadas e
Veja-os dirigindo carros
Tão grandes quanto eles são, são rápidos quanto eles vão e
Veja os olhos transformados e
Veja a pele da cor de cigarro queimado e
Veja o amor pouco inclinado a si próprio
Assumido, apresentado e usado
Do lado de fora
