One of these men I have counted my life Is planning my death and demise My future in concrete, a six feet deep bedsit The most trusted one has denied me already twice The Father of all, my own father in blood Be cursed for letting me fall! A Judas within a man Betray me, the helping hand One of my disciples A black sheep in our midst And I have fed the weak Cured the blind, made them see None of that matters now When my life's over and out A few silver coin's my price Earthly wealth means more than a life Take and eat this bread is my body Take and drink this wine as my blood I'm overcome by pain The pain that'll leave me insane They came with swords and poles To get me impaled, enthroned Am I demented? Am I demented? I have deserved my death At least that's how it was said Demented down to the core A prophet, Messiah, a whore Now I am crucified A crown of thorns, a soul not mine Nails through feet, nails through hands My blood will stain their Holy Land God, why you deserted me? I'm your son, remember me? I'm from your mind, from your disgusting thoughts Now look at your sole heir On this crooked cross I pray Then the curtains tore in two The ground was trembling too The mountains cracked opening the tombs HE'S DEAD NOW!! Once I went to the valley to pray Met Satan on my way Am I demented? Am I demented? I didn't resurrected to heavens I went straight to hell Now I sit on the left side Of the devil himself