In Love And War

Panic Attack

In Love And War


Why? 
Do you punish me with everything I see, and everything I am? 
Why? 
Don't you fill the hole and take away the pain? 
Why? 
Do I wait so quietly, wait so patiently, still my breath to die. 
Why? 
Won't this ever end? 

My guilty eyes have seen too much.
Relax as my nightmares come true and I start to cry. 
All this fighting all this heartache, 
never wondered why dreams don't true and colors fade; 
I'm always told to bad. 
Pick me up to push me down and wake up in a sweat.
Wait, much calmer now and it seems so clear, 
why invest so much in life. 
Wait. 

My reasons thin; 
it happens again; 
I can't fight this anymore. 
Shot! 

I'm ripped again; 
I'm gripped again; 
I know I'm at fault. 

Blame.
Myself for everything I see.
All my life I've never been, and all
I've wanted were the simple things. 
I don't need you anymore, I never needed you away.