We are cursed Darkened door Hastened heartbeat Stakes seem so high In the moment Come to terms With your efforts Treading water Flexing muscle Forsaken Toxic urge Declarations Haze of ego Sit in your shame A stench you can't wash out In false accounts Of your early actions You're not affected, you're just mechanical Try proving me wrong I'll leave the door open And the light on Avert your gaze You paint the truth In third-party blood Give yourself to earth Tethered by association You weren't invited Borne of a parasite Wrapped in your sweet disguise I warned you Carry objects Not memories Laughter airy as your conviction Smile brittle as your interest Pointless social exercises will not dictate what transpires I will end you