Oh, hold on wait, tell me did I let you down Can I breathe a little swear that I won’t make a sound And everybody’s out for blood that’s why I hate this town And everybody’s out for me that’s why I’ll go ghost now Oh, hold on wait, tell me I'm the monster now When you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt I gave up everything just to be the one left out I tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground Put your hands all on my body now I'm leaving I don’t wanna hurt you bitch, I'm falling for a reason Give another reason, leave without a meaning Tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss him I could run away and still nobody wanna know now Funny I meant everything until he wanna come round Leave it at the door and get your shit just on the way out Text him that you want him cause he knows you're on the way now And I can't even look at myself don't feel the same, I'm Trapped inside my own little hell you pin the blame, you Took my heart it snapped and I fell you'll never say why I've been steady feeling unwell what has this come to? And I've been dying tryna get you outta my head And I keep fucking crying over things you said Don't tell me that we'll ever have a chance again 'Cause I can't deal with trauma take my life instead Oh, hold on wait, tell me did I let you down Can I breathe a little swear that I won’t make a sound And everybody’s out for blood that’s why I hate this town And everybody’s out for me that’s why I’ll go ghost now Oh, hold on wait, tell me I'm the monster now When you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt I gave up everything just to be the one left out I tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground You always jumped at a chance to slice up my ego Power your libido Take your time, suck the life out of everywhere that we go Emotional mosquito She's undead never had a care For the affairs of the living Take your heart and she grinning As the clock strikes 10 Honest men will head to bed But she just started causing pain by the minute Torment anxiety What is inside of me? I'm broken, I'm destined to die A loner, a puppet in disguise Soil is dirty, I'm drowning reserve me I need you don't burn me I'm liquid lurking Deadfish And I've tried to move on Yea I’ve tried to forget But you just Seem to never wanna leave my head So I can never fucking see you again You know that I really needed to feel again Stop fucking calling and wasting my time Said that you’ll fix that, we know that's a lie Now that I'm gone you regret what you've done When you are crying I’ll hide in my home Could you stop fucking up my entire life? Telling everyone that I was just another guy Never said what you did, I’d never tell a soul 'Cause I'm better than this and I'm better than you