Give a second dose Anything not to feel this You know I'll go ghost Pack my bags and I'm leaving And you will find a note 'Cause I've learnt I love you most But you seem to attract the fucking crowd I can't deal with But time and time again was it worth it? Tell them love how you’re picture-perfect Me? I'm trash washed up on the surface I'm always the worst Now we're falling again Into the darkest of nights You can say you want me But you already left my side Hate myself less But it's really bad tonight I can’t keep on fighting I've got too much on my mind Darling I will never be happy with you Fuck I miss you Damn I hate you Darling I will never be happy with you Fuck I miss you Damn I hate you Say I don't need your validation But that's a lie I can't hold a conversation I'm too tongue-tied Couldn't break it off, not to save my life Instead of amputating I let you bleed me dry Fuck up my life Hold me up to hang me high And if the fall don't break my bones you'll twist the knife And pull me close (Pull me close) And if the fall don't break my bones you'll twist the knife And pull me close Now we're falling again Into the darkest of nights You can say you want me But you already left my side Hate myself less But it's really bad tonight I can’t keep on fighting I've got too much on my mind Darling I will never be happy with you Fuck I miss you Damn I hate you Darling I will never be happy with you Fuck I miss you Damn I hate you