Lost in the garden seems to be in a sea of green Wider and higher I feel the trees that grow in me Left alone I roam like blind inside A different hope keeps me to another world of woods and leaves Then I see a glowing sphere that reminds me why I'm here Denied by the silent I lied to believe in me Hold me tied Hold me tied… Of myself I've no control Talking persons near the wall using words I can't decipher Help me now, I feel the void wired like the strangest droid all my body seems like burning Chasing a crooked line to where I could be fine raising a cloud of dust Can't You see my destiny it's no toy for your science Of your words I'n growing tired I feel like I am Rolling, bouncing, bumping crashing glasses, falling in a pinball of my own Odd's the illness I'm subdued There's no cure they cab exclude find the pattern of my own disease I can take no more this lab rest the sniper on the slab I'd rather die than being your cavy