His plumage deceived My childhood dreams; blue-green Pulled by a thread Through time's riverbed, upstream. As I mend the seam, he spills, Flesh to steam And I would haste the patient days To know what verdant lawns... (You flaunt your shine, so pavonine) But you run away, terrified And now i cannot tell what's your's from mine Or what i'll find... He thinks he is free, But my shadow, it hangs in the reeds. Once soft, supple limbs Now taut with attentive greed. And now i want your head, My quilled diadem A broken conscience, struggling Once-dazzled eyes, you've lost The glow; the beat (In self-deceit) You'd rather gag on the rime Than share the hearth And watch the cold retreat Upon receipt (With readied blade; my trembling future in one hundred eyes) Could i rewind, i would trade it all just to chase you through soft pearls of dew, the warmth and hue...