(I been far away-) I been far away without you right here I can't take another day without you my dear I'll be running back soon just like the way I always do Forty-five nights, no wind in sight Another state line sign I've left behind And this hotel room won't let me sleep tonight And now I'm in the g class on the 405 Ridin' with the seat back, it's the long long night Don't know when I'll be back but it's gonna be fine You don't wanna see me like that If I could take the first flight back to 334 I'd be there at first light, meet me at my door I don't wanna say you're right but I feel so alone And now I'm drownin' quickly, days go by so slow I hate to say you told me so, I should be used to this by now I wish you well, I miss you All I wanna do is go the fuck back home I can't stand it, I'm a panic Can you save my soul? Every time I turn around I always end up right back in this hole again And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed Not a minute goin' by without you in my head You're a blessing and a curse and it really hurts Worse when I wake up all alone Pressin' all the pieces back in place I'm gettin' weaker in the knees with every day I try to keep it in my teeth But I'm a mess right now (but I'm a mess right now) Twenty-eight years have led me here I'm feelin' old right now, you know my fears I'll probably spend all my time wishin' I was young Now I'm trynna find the motivation to wake up Gotta make my way to mesa, don't wait up But you're always in my background, you know that Damn I really wanna see you right now If I could take the first flight back to 334 I'd be there at first light, meet me at my door I don't wanna say you're right but I feel so alone And now I'm drownin' quickly, days go by so slow I hate to say you told me so, I should be used to this by now I wish you well, I miss you All I wanna do is go the fuck back home I can't stand it, I'm a panic Can you save my soul? Every time I turn around I always end up Right back in this hole again And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed Not a minute goin' by without you in my head You're a blessing and a curse and it really hurts Worse when I wake up all alone All I wanna do is go the fuck back home I can't stand it, I'm a panic Can you save my soul? Every time I turn around I always end up Right back in this hole again And all I wanna do is sleep in my own bed Not a minute goin' by without you in my head You're a blessing and a curse and it really hurts Worse when I wake up all alone