I just wanted to be the face of neutrality I never wanted to leave Sinking in, striking out Shifty tongue, broken ideas The machine inside me Spits out numbers violently Vomits expletives unnecessarily It won't let me be I want to see the birds and the bees Won't always be permanent To everybody that I love today I want to feel ashamed I can see the birds and the bees Will always be permanent And if the world teams up on me, I guess I only want you around when you're not around But now you're gone Brushing your teeth with a cigarette I only want you around when you're not around But now you're gone Choking on a cigarette I can see the birds and the bees I want to feel affirmative I believe in what you believe I'm pouring under Spilling under I'm down on my knees