I'm 21 my life has just begun. but already i'm in pain. i feel Like i'm insane. i don't know how i could express myself. the Words are hard to find. i cannot clear my mind.... each night i Sit at home. i cannot find an explanation. what is it about me That is making me stay alone?.... every day i think about how it Could be. with somebody to hold. so i wouldn't feel so cold. is There no one to share my feelings with? 'cause i've got a lot to Share. but no one seems to care. there was a time when i felt Alive. somehow those good times have passed me by.