With eyes in the ceiling and all that I think of is you Sadness is creeping like animals, weeping Be true It's growing inside me this feeling I'm mourning for you Believing that nothing is something is foolish,I know But simply perceiving will tatter me awfully and it surely won't take us afar Banging so heavily to all of your flattery,damn it, you know that it hurts At night all alone I beg you come home Doubts touch me gently:"oh,maybe","could it be" Feeling so deeply murder in all I did I decided for everyone but me Mournful thoughts through my head Troths failed to keep I've only betrayed myself Trying to bare Breathing thin air Been trying so hard to forgive Feeling so alone, my dearest can't help me out Leaving has set many things All you said was misleading Trying to bare Breathing thin air The most out of everything A yearning for peace at least outside of me Even smiles from my enemies I'm stll searching for it Trying to bare Breathing thin air I'm too easily in flames This way I'll send them all away Everything you said was deceiving You defeated me You shouldn't have been with me But you should have after I can't thank you for anything Except for leaving You know some things can't be forgotten But I know you will Now with different eyes I look around with a new conscience of myself Hide youself with all you stupid certainties, now leave my life Loneliness isn't a good friend Nevertheless I found myself Enstablishing a new balance Now I know that everyone is precious But as the night falls,my strength goes along with her Everything you said was deceiving You defeated me You shouldn't have been with me Stopped breathing I can't thank you for anything I'm breathing thin air Now I've got to let this sadness go Take the lost control and leave you out alone Sick and tired of childish regretting No use for a regretful behaviour By now it should be quite clear that my pensiveness can't be endured I don't want to compromise with you at all Need some time to get you off my mind Want someone around just to ease my mind Feel the need for friends you just can't replace Because avoiding you has been the greatest aspect of it all