I've never felt this far from God I almost feel like giving up again In my bones, in my blood There's a sickness I'd change if I could But the fire that rages inside me Erased all the good Father help me, do you understand? All my life, I've been a wicked man Show me mercy and comfort me I need to find redemption (I'm just trying to find some) Redemption (I'm just trying to find some) Redemption I've never been this far from peace I'm disappearing out of reach again In my head, in my heart There's a hollow that's starting to show It's the poison that fills up the void And it's taking a hold Redemption (I'm just trying to find some) (I'm just trying to find some) (I'm just trying to find some) (I'm just trying to find some)