Emptiness

I am a slave to all that I don't own 
An afterthought to who has cast me away 
Who cares not how I feel 
And how it haunts me 
Or how little I sleep 

I damn the miracle of sight 
For what I have never seen 
I have yet to feel love 
All you ever taught me 
Was the reality of pain 

I have stepped into a thousand journeys 
I have died a thousand times 
But to my horror I awake 
For it is not death 
But emptiness I face