Seems I'm crying an awful lot these days Don't have the strength to stop And I'm lying often to myself Saying that I love you not Why do we try To make it alright When it hurts that I don't have you When it feels so dead inside When I can't reach out to touch you I know I'm only half alive I know I'm only half alive Wake up dreaming that you never had To go so far away Dream of waking next to me in bed And staying there all day Why do we hide? Pain behind pride When it hurts that I don't have you When it feels so dead inside When I can't reach out to touch you I know I'm only half alive I know I'm only half alive Passing the time with open eyes Like watching paint dry Who is this like? That we can't say goodnight When it hurts that I don't have you When it feels so dead inside When it hurts that I don't have you