Can't explain how I feel today, Surely I should be... (exactly how you expected?) Exactly how you expected this to Change anything is beyond me. I'm twenty today and I have nothing to lose, I'm patient, I'm waiting for you to come along for me. Can someone explain to me how I should take myself out?! I can't live without you today, And I can't live with this fear and doubt. I'm twenty today and I have nothing to lose, I'm patient, I'm waiting for you to come along for me. Can someone explain to me how I should take myself out?! I can't live without you today, And I can't live with this fear and doubt. But I'll try, but I'll try. But I'll try, but I'll try. I'm twenty today and I have nothing to lose, I'm patient, I'm waiting for you to come along for me.