And i thought about this for a million years Its not about me or my failures And its so hard....when you're making it up And its so hard...when you're making it up She said that shes neurotically dead Why cant i be in control with it all And its cold inside And im changing a bit in a thousand ways Its something i need for my failures And its so hard...when you're making it up And its so hard...when you're making it up She said that shes neurotically dead Why cant i be in control with it all And its cold inside here, and its cold when you think about it Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it Wont you be cold fine What you want to say you wont say at all And what you want to do you wont do at all And how you feel now you wont want to feel at all And what you want to say you wont say at all She said that shes neurotically dead Why cant i be in control with it all And its cold inside here, and its cold when you think about it She said that shes neurotically dead Why cant i be in control with it all And its cold inside here, and its cold Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it Wont you be cold fine, you wont feel it..PAIN