Life breaks down around me And i break down with it Suffocating under rubble Each day becomes darker I'm living in the shadow of death I have no choice but to conform Demons bites me from inside Forever i'll roam into darkness I live in a self inflicted hell With a smile of pain on my face I live in a self inflicted hell Endless disease of the soul Prisonner within my cell I cannot escape this hell It's in my head, it's in my dreams Forever my scars will bleed My survival is my punishment And my life is my torment Addicted to pain and misery There is no way out for me Hell is in my mind Hell is in my soul Hell is in my heart Hell is in myself