Today's Thursday November 7th, 2013 And I'm fed up with doin' all of this business Hopsin Knock Madness shit, man Fuck this rap game I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick It's like I don't know where my home is A nigga gone, you can see it in my eyes I ain't even got to straight to fucking cry So tell me if you can find me, where'd I go? Have you seen me? I don't know You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness and now I can't believe this is happening Where did I go? A nigga feel gone, lost, ain't got no purpose Spent a year locked in churches Trying to jot the verses But I'm stuck with these rotten curses Every time I rap you can hear the pain burn through Cause I never had a real family to turn to I got shit on my nerves To give me the urge To yell curse words but I'm really tryin' to learn to keep it all under control But I can't cause I'm stuck in a hole The devil tryin' to fuck with my soul Making me a slave to the game, taking away my joy isn't handing me a bucket of gold No! I don't want it no more Take these groupies, I ain't fucking your whores Imagine being fed when your stomache don't roar I wake up every morning and I rather cold war Fuck my life, the fuck am I doin', man? Hopsin, you're the man, I love all your songs I'm like a really big fan Issues occured and started back in high school when I used to get beat on Now I hide myself with contacts and the fame's a drug I O-D on I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick It's like I don't know where my home is A nigga gone, you can see it in my eyes I ain't even got to straight to fucking cry So tell me if you can find me where'd I go? Have you seen me? I don't know You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness and now I can't believe this is happening Where did I go? This is not on my album I just made it today cause I just needed to vent, and talk Sittin' in this fucking basement, it's driving me crazy I'm weird now, I can honestly say that I'm fucking weird, I have changed But I didn't go Hollywood I don't know what the hell, I don't know, man