Normally its not my style Shit is feeling kinda volatile Wanna face the facts But I don't know the half of it Throwing pasta at the wall To see what really sticks Wanna get back the feeling but its not there Hearts numb why cant I smell your hair Lets fuck it all up Facing our facts And backed out of our deal Trying to get it on track Still getting back all my feeling Gossip has got me all trapped up I cant live like that Everything that we had Lets fuck it all up Don’t wanna cry anymore And I cant rewind to before I keep searching for somewhere safe cause I Couldn’t say it to your face Feeling like nothing again and I’m Reliving what’s already happened Searching for somewhere safe cause I Couldn’t say it to your face Couldn’t say it to your face Cant seem to get myself asleep Wanna take something to unbelieve Don’t tell me what I'm supposed to feel Making peace with a shitty deal Got trapped Laying low Don't wanna call my friends I'm digging myself in a hole The stigma And the self control I had Lets fuck it all up Don’t wanna cry anymore And I cant rewind to before I keep searching for somewhere safe cause I Couldn’t say it to your face Feeling like nothing again and I’m Reliving what’s already happened Searching for somewhere safe cause I Couldn’t say it to your face Couldn’t say it to your face