You wanna know about how I really feel? Well let me tell you what I’m up against The pain in my head just reminds me it’s real So I will lie and say it don’t exist But it’s real Is happiness making you happy? Or is it pleasing the ones you love? I’m so lost in the pain I’ve caused That I don’t know where I’m from Or know where I belong You wanna know about how I really feel? Well let me tell you what I’m up against