My Time Alone

Time away. 
I've thought this through. 
A full ashtray, I'm outside of you. 
I've been thinking, "Will she leave me?"
My time alone and you are here waiting for me to break but I am not changing. 
I won't listen. 
Apart from me, torn from the floor. 
Honestly, I can't give you more. 
I've been breathing since you left me. 
I won't listen to you. 
I'm not leaving with you. 
Time away. 
You've lost all control and I'm in need of this time alone.