i feel like apathy's my only defense cuz if i stopped to care, i'd hit a wall i'd stop being me and i'd become someone who's not me at all unless, the mood, it grabs me i'll stitch my lips together tight because there's nothing i want to say with this whiskey in me tonight. i'll just paint myself in a corner and watch with a weighted mind and you'll have no idea what's going on inside. i'm taking in the essence of every unsophisticated gesture these kids who live by the semester. and i'll take advantage of every situation that breaks in my favor. i'll lick my chops and pick my spots for every morsel that i'll savor. my throat is on fire tonight, and i'm ready to make some bad decisions. it's so easy to when i see you throw out your inhibitions. we'll regret it in the morning, but that's too many hours away to care. let's pretend this never happened, but still enjoy it like the summer air. i'll just paint myself in a corner and watch with a weighted mind and you'll have no idea what's going on inside. i'm taking in the essence of every unsophisticated gesture these kids who live by the semester. and i'll take advantage of every situation that breaks in my favor. i'll pick my spots, and lick my chops at every morsel that i'll savor. it's too easy sometimes, and that's when i stop myself short. it's too fucking monotonous when it's just love for sport. take four shots, and save your thoughts for some night when you'll truly heed them. i'll pick my spots, i'll lick my chops for one of those nights i really need one.