Short Stupid Sad Song

I can't remain anymore to hear you scream 
My head explodes 
'Cause God's too big to stay inside 
If only i could eat and hold you inside me 
I don't hear you, it's hard to listen your apologies 
Eye leacves prick me 
When I'll suicided me I will find a hobby 
You embraces me and your hands tighten too much my throat 
Every day your spittle has more weird taste