Tom: A A I’ve been reading journals that I wrote when I was thirteen A And I’m still trying to find the answers that that kid was asking A Sometimes it feels so hopeless that it’s pointless to keep searching A But she keeps telling me its all how I perceive it [Verse] A And I’ve been thinking lately that maybe there’s nothing to it A Everyone tells me to relax and not to over think it A I take a break to view the lake outside my bedroom window A D And I must say its really beautiful while it's snowing [Instrumental] D [Verse] A Bm E It still feels as though I’m reading while it’s being written A D A Eraser marks, a time machine back to 2007 A D A And if it worked in reverse and my former self could see me A Would he be proud or would he just be disappointed? [Verse] A D A There’s a chest that’s in a closet in my parent’s basement A D A Full of nostalgic shit throughout the years that I’ve collected A D A I find it scary when there’s nothing left for me to bury A These aren’t trophies, these are ghosts A D That’s what I keep them for [Instrumental] D A Dmaj7 A D F# A D A D [Refrain] D E A So why can’t I feel better? D E A So why can’t I feel better? D Everyone knows that the past is gone forever A So why can’t I feel better? D E F#m D E F#m D E F#m So why can’t I feel better? D E A So why can’t I feel better? [Outro] A I’ve been calling people that I knew when this was written A Bringing up stories but eventually they’re barely listening A If I could find someone who’s haunted by the same things I am A D Then we could talk for days until we both feel better A …we could talk for days until we both feel better