I still got your pictures on my phone Wonder why you thought you had to go Left me all alone and on my own Felt it coming this whole time I should've known But why, why'd you have to leave me all alone You know, how you make me feel when you ain't home My god, it's killing me inside I hope you know Been dead in my heart for a while though it hurts won't let it show No time for farewells and no chances for goodbyes You disappeared forever and you left me high and dry How you gonna leave and leave me out here left to die You fed me to the wolves when I needed you by my side I don't want to say nothing that's bad about you I still love you girl I'm still mad about you There was once a time when I would never doubt you But people change and now I have to live without you You could have just said goodbye, you ghosted me moved on with life, anxiety and all this strife, and I wonder all the time if you just found a new guy I just wanna make you proud Like I used to when you vowed To never leave my side when I was down You let me sink and now I'm boutta drown I can still see your face I can still hear your voice And I don't even wanna but I don't have any choice I try to block it out and listen to the city noise You kill me from inside and now I'm completely destroyed But the worst part is I don't know Where you are or how you are or where'd you go You didn't say nothing you just let me go Left me with my thoughts left me all alone I don't wanna see your face anymore I don't wanna hear your voice anymore I don't wanna think about you anymore I don't hate you I just can't bear it no more Your hair, your smile, your fingertips Your face, your voice, your mouth, your lips Your warmth, your laugh, your legs, your thighs Your love, your hate, your care, your eyes