I miss the way you make me feel So cold and alone, so cold and alone I miss the way you make me wait By the telephone to tell you i'm trying to get by Learning how to tie my own noose Because you win and i lose It's been so hard but you've been so smooth So play it off and pretend You never know what you got yourself into I'll play it off and pretend I never meant a word i said Now i'm starting to realize That getting lost in your eyes Was the worst move, you win and i lose Forever isn't long enough To get over giving so much up To someone who will throw it all away And a smile can only hide so much I choose death over your touch I fell head over heels into my grave I count my lucky stars I thank god i've seen a smile like yours But don't take it as a compliment Just know it's straight from the heart Now i'm driving around yeah to get lost Just to find myself at any cost If i hit the brakes my heart will stop I'm taking comfort in the dark I keep saying i know your not mine But i'm praying that you'll be alright Because it's hard to let go of the ones you love And i keep hoping for the best As this wound heals in my chest I know one day my best will be enough I miss the way you make me feel so cold and alone