Dark time in life when nothing shows Constant struggle/constant fear I cant explain and the words escape me Endless roads and sleepless nights Empty thoughts and countless fights I cant get out Im suffocated I cant explain and the words escape me My cold and weathered headstone A worthless pile of bones Faillure carved on my casket And a hate-filled rotten heart inside The anvil, and hammer to forge a better man Are now used to build my last and eternal home Poison tears stream down my face My heart beats at unsteady pace As I tried to stand again I opened scars, they're never healing Endless roads and sleepless nights Empty thoughts and countless fights I cant get out Im suffocated I cant explain and the words escape me The words escape me My mind betrayed me Amity, will never be The wistful river now pulls me down