Called you on the phone today Just to ask you how you are All I did was speak normally And somehow I still struck a nerve Don't come back, it wont end well But I wish you'd tell me too 'Cause it's always one step forward and three steps back I'm the love of your life until I make you mad Would roses bloom? Could roses bloom? Again? Retrace my lips, erease your touch It's all too much for me And maybe in some masochistic way I kinda find it all exciting Like which lover will I get today? Will you walk me to the door or send me home cryin'? Our love is six feet under (Three steps back) I can't help but wonder If our grave was watered by the rain Would roses bloom? (One step forward) Could roses bloom? No, it's back and forth, did I say somethin' wrong? It's back and forth, goin' over everything I said They're playing our sound Laying us down tonight And all of these clouds Crying us back to life But you're cold as a night It's one step forward and three steps back And I'd leave you, but the roller coaster's all I've ever had Yeah, it's one step forward and three steps back Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand No, I don't understand Help, I lost myself again But I remember you