what am I doing in this room? this is so strange to me I don't remember who you are is this a fantasy? I don't even know my age and my rage is getting higher I want to try - to go back home it's my deepest desire somehow I know that I'll go back I'm falling in this darkness I don't want to fade away I'm crawling to escape I swear I won't decay I'm sacrificed with this fight To throw away this pain I'm fighting to get my memory again I feel my life's being wasted strange faces through my eyes I'm going nuts to recognize them it's worthless then I cry I don't know what happened to me I want to spew my disillusion I lost myself - where is the end?? how can I stop this mind's confusion??