Somewhere lost in selfish pity
Written deep inside my heart
Thriving unforgiven city
Bitter anger whole in part
Little promise unfulfilling
Snide remarks are left to die
Close your eyes it's all so chilling
Shameful secrets I love to hide
Slimy creatures
Monsters lurking
Dead flesh creeping
Inside me
Every breath becomes more painful
Living in the underground
You detest the part that lingers
Futures gone without a sound
My soul becomes a toxic waste dump
Tragedy is my despair
I'm standing here in desperation
I'm all alone and I don't care
My yesterday becomes tomorrow
Will this anguish ever end?
I've lived too long inside this darkness
I've got to force my knees to bend
It's bitterness that breeds misfortune
In my head it's nuclear war
Causing mass internal damage
Unforgiveness just breeds more
Chilling desolation
Exhausted soul and mind
Crossroads of my future
To live God's will not mine
