Wake up, it's dark out
Guess I'm still on New York time
While my mind is racing
You're curled up like a child
Oh, the weight is crushing me
It's taking all my energy
Feel like I'm facing everything
All on my own
If we're gonna be honest
We've got to lay it all out, on the line
You always get so defensive
We're always dueling it out, in black and white
And when you ask what I want, I know it's all talk
I can't look you in the eye
Hope to God I'm wrong
When it comes to us
No one's gonna win tonight
So hard to take the first step
Stuck in this cage I've built
Talk myself out of it
When I'm lying next to him
Oh, the weight is crushing me
It's taking all my energy
Feel like I'm facing everything
All on my own
If we're gonna be honest
We've got to lay it all out, on the line
You always get so defensive
We're always dueling it out, in black and white
And when you ask what I want, I know it's all talk
I can't look you in the eye
Hope to God I'm wrong
When it comes to us
No one's gonna win tonight
If we're gonna be honest
We've got to lay it all out, on the line
You always get so defensive
We're always dueling it out, in black and white
And when you ask what I want, I know it's all talk
I can't look you in the eye
Hope to God I'm wrong
When it comes to us
No one's gonna win tonight
