The stains of time pull me down Into my meaninglessnes I live the rest of my life In the past next to death I hate these times i realize what i am now No medicine can save me from this undertow It just protrects the decomposing And i rot So i pass away Stop this slow death Don`t let me die this way No sense for this distress So i pass away How can i stop this fight Don`t let me die this way Or give me back my sight And i know that i`m no god so take me lord above Don`t wanna be a burden For the ones i love Am i allowed to regret anything i`ve done? Or is this unfounded remorse? Did they suffer from me? Once i preached steady Now i am a freak Once i created rules And now i seek for respect I hate these times i realize what i am now No medicine can save me from this undertow It just protrects the decomposing And i rot I remember cadavers World war two Why can`t i rest with my friends Who lay in the dirt beneath the frontier Ground