(So sad and successful) Sometimes I wake up wonder how did I get here Went from small town Iowa to Hollywood hills Told my little brother imma be gone for a while Moved away to be a light in a shaded room But all I’ve done’s close the blinds cuz I’m tryna be cool On the phone with my mom says I’m losing it I’m losing it, I’m losing it I’m losing it, I’m losing it Oh, I don’t wanna be somebody Who’s got it all but got nobody Don’t wanna wake up in the end in a million dollar bed So sad and successful Oh, I’m losing friends, I’m losing sleep How’s that for living the dream? Don’t wanna wake up in the end in a million dollar bed So sad and successful What happened to that girl writing songs in her room? Not because it’s her job, just inspired to Man I miss that, haven’t felt that way in a while My dad’s birthday is tonight and I’m not there Said I’ll buy something nice, I’ll make up for it next year (I’m losing it) Oh, I don’t wanna be somebody Who’s got it all but got nobody Don’t wanna wake up in the end in a million dollar bed So sad and successful Oh, I’m losing friends, I’m losing sleep How’s that for living the dream? Don’t wanna wake up in the end in a million dollar bed So sad and successful Could someone please tell me Who I’m supposed to be Right now I’m stuck in between Who I was and who I don’t wanna be Oh, I don’t wanna be somebody Who’s got it all but got nobody Don’t wanna wake up in the end in a million dollar bed So sad and successful Oh, I’m losing friends, I’m losing sleep How’s that for living the dream Don’t wanna wake up in the end in a million dollar bed So sad and successful (So sad and successful)