We climbed up out onto the rocks Watched the waves break into spray Cold wind struck like electric shock The sky turned to a dusky gray And there beneath the stormy sky We laughed aloud as the waves crashed higher We climber back down across the beach And built the base of our bonfire We sacrifice our regrets to the crackling flame Taste the salt air on your lips, you will never be the same Plunge my hand into the fire, I swear I will feel no pain Put yourself into the fire and you will never be the same Past midnight and the moon is fading A crescent dark against the stars Drain the horn with the embers fading Let darkness cover up our scars And there inside your bloodshot eyes I watched you cry a thousand tears Black against the October sky Into the fire we thrust our fears We sacrifice our regrets to the crackling flame Taste the salt air on your lips, you will never be the same Plunge my hand into the fire, I swear I will feel no pain Put yourself into the fire and you will never be the same And as we turned to leave you asked me where I stand And I told you someday I would die by my own hand You were not surprised but still didn't know what to say I laughed and whispered "Not today, no not today." Not today, no not today. Not today, no not today. Not today, no not today. Not today, no not today.