Sitting in my room at the top of the stairs A bittersweet poet in a tragic affair Wondering at the past and the future Picking the stitches out of each suture And I look out the window, see nothing at all A world that is dead, lost in free fall My heart in the past, though onward we go A future of nothing, washed away in the flow Cranking up the stereo at the top of the stairs Death metal anthems and a folk singer shares The tales of long ago, radio unfriendly Their weapon is truth, their motives are deadly And I look out the window, see nothing at all I rage for the lost and those in free fall Nothing to live for, yet onward we go To a future of nothing, washed away in the flow Try and tell me I'm wrong, nothing remains in this song Break my heart again, stabbed in the back with my own pen Nothing remains, nothing remains alive in my heart A comic tragedy in which I play the clown's part So go ahead a laugh, cut the cards in half Draw the death card and use it for your epitaph I'll remain here at the top of the stairs A bittersweet poet writing a tragic affair Hoping that somewhere, maybe somewhere I can reach someone who cares