Denial

Lying to myself and you 
Deny - no one has a clue 
Using - I do drugs everyday 
Keeping the pain away 

They will never know 
I have lost my sense 
I have it under control 
That's what I tell my friends 

What have I done to me 
To my friends and family 
This is pure fucking hell 
I must kill myself 

Soon they all will say 
I need to be put away 
I'm getting fucking close 
Dying by an overdose 

No one knows 
I do coke 
I do smack 
I do smoke 
I do dust 
I do pills 
For myself 
No one else 

Addiction [x5] 

Denial