Look you don’t get it I’ve been infected by venom It’s like a kick in the sternum I guess my throat is stuck burning And now my stomach is turning Becoming very concerning So turn my lights off cause my life’s off Guess my vibe’s wrong Now my life is gone and all I’ve known is fucking shattered I look around to see the pieces are forever scattered Climbing up a ladder shouldn’t even seem to matter Confusing bastard that only thrives inside disasters You should go I messed this up I screamed at you, we had enough This was so clear, foreign to tears For many years kicked outa gear I guess I’ll always have to live in fear For the day I'm forced to leave the life that I hold dear I can’t stop I got no brakes So I learned not to hesitate While you could never resonate Cause I’d just go and levitate I think you really should assassinate Before you become a meal on my dinner plate Every power I’ve been given Making ash from competition Always ass like they don’t listen Only a’s like it’s a mission In addition my position All it knows is demolition Cooking lyrics from the kitchen Just to gain some recognition So amazing like I'm fiction Some will say that I'm a bitch and My ambition sparks ignitions Ace-ing all your dumb auditions Definition of musician Did you know I'm the magician? Magic with my words so listen I'm a fucking word technician Everything you’ve known of me has washed away! The smiling, the so outgoing man I have this sad side that just won’t obey Still struggling, it’s tugging at my soul Seems to me you can’t achieve your dreams conceived Now I can’t breathe, I can’t relieve all All this pain I’ve got This migraine that I’ve caught When you see this isn’t me It’s so extreme, I need the key My misery needs Needs unlocking Cause this ain’t me talking Can you see what has happened to me? This shit is throwing off my chemistry I'm losing who I want to be A kick in the teeth Or maybe between the knees Now feeling so incomplete That I can barely compete From all the demons I’ve fought Can see the scars that I got They came hard ready or not And caught me dead so I’ll rot I ain't begging for attention Sobbing at my sad reflection Never sat well with rejection Will there ever be redemption I'm running out of oxygen While climbing to the top again This elevation’s sickening But all of you are listening I'm running renovations Competition’s on vacations Always playing their playstations Got to feed their damn temptations I will be your new fixation After me you’ll need cremation What a wonderful sensation Killing you with strangulation Not with my hands physically Maybe more mentally Stacking words grammatically But far from where I wanna be Everything you’ve known of me has washed away! The smiling, the so outgoing man I have this sad side that just won’t obey Still struggling, it’s tugging at my soul Seems to me you can’t achieve your dreams conceived Now I can’t breathe, I can’t relieve all All this pain I’ve got This migraine that I’ve caught When you see this isn’t me It’s so extreme, I need the key My misery needs Needs unlocking Cause this ain’t me talking