Laying in the sand, watching the Waves crash, looking into the sky You're my shooting star That never fades away, even in Dark you're there, always watching me Helping me through life Walking upon my shadow I wish you had never left Why did you take your life you were only 18 When you left home And I have never been the same without you in my life So I live and pretend, that you're still with me Somewhere in my heart yours still beats You broke my heart over and over again Its funny to see me here Bleeding on the floor, crying to myself Never knowing how you could do this to me I thought I meant something to you But I was wrong and I still Will always love you I felt your breathing even after I heard your voice, before I followed You hurt me so much I have lost so much in life And I have cried and cried For some one to help me And you all walked past What would happen if you Were in my place? I cant say I'd help you, and I don't blame you for anything You just didn't care and left It's the cold shoulder of life