It don't matter where I'm going Know I gotta stay loaded Feeling like I'm floating Hard to keep my eyes open Feeling like I'm Sosa Cause I hate being sober I need like 2 doses Tell my plug to come over Smoking on that wax And I'm sipping muddy soda My ex on my phone I'm like sorry, I don't know ya Sorry I don't know ya I killed my old persona Left him in the past With all my demons Now I'm grown up But I'm still fighting I'm still surviving Chillen at the crib Off some psylosibin On a search for my soul I still can't find it 3rd eye open I can see No longer blinded I'm fully focused Gave it my everything But I'm still hopeless Don't think I'll ever change Don't think I'll ever change It's something in brain In my DNA Can never get away It don't matter where I'm going Know I gotta stay loaded Feeling like I'm floating Hard to keep my eyes open Feeling like I'm Sosa Cause I hate being sober I need like 2 doses Tell my plug to come over Smoking on that wax And I'm sipping muddy soda My ex on my phone I'm like sorry, I don't know ya Wasting all my time Damn you really fucked me over Think about the past I got smarter, now I'm older Won't fuck with snakes again I see the fake in them I know it's all pretend They lie until the end They lie until they're gone And we keep catching on So they're not living long Leave them dead and gone