Who am I? What have I become? Lose myself To my demons oh Take my breath I'm done with it I was an imposter Pretending amongst gods Now no one can save me I'm lost and it's my fault I made my mistakes and I know I'm not perfect I'm losing my purpose And I've traded all my pride For misery I'm drowning and paralyzed I’ll save my breath 'Cause maybe I deserve this life Yeah maybe I deserve this Yeah maybe I deservе I just wanna sleep till I can’t feel a thing And I'm lost in a void And my minds always blank How’d it get like this? Is my life still worth it? I was such a lost causе I was no one And nobody can save me It was my fault And I made my mistakes And I’ll be paying till the end of my days But maybe I deserve this Maybe I deserve this