I wish I could against the tide But I feel so tired of trying to deny that I care about how people feel about me About what they think and about what they see yeah I used to think that it was just my taste Worrying about my weight, wearing jackets in summer days Somehow I'm addicted to crazy things Like skinny jeans, trying to get famous at eighteen I've been spending way too long Staring at the mirror And I know I am not on my own I know what you're feeling Lately I've been feeling so lost But baby there's a reason They have been faking it all They want you to be different Baby I have failed myself Yeah I wished to be somebody else And if you ever feel like I felt Baby you should just be yourself I don't want to care anymore I wanna be like I used to be before Back when I was just a little boy I just wanna have fun and nothing more If you're here to judge me If you wanna talk about me What a waste of time So come on and waste it on me I'd love to see you talking shit And screaming about me at a bar 'Cause then only for a minute I would feel like a star I'm tired of caring about people like you I'm tired of not doing what I wanna do I know myself (I know myself) If you don't like it you can go love yourself Boy, you should just love yourself (Back to my baby) Baby I have failed myself Yeah I wished to be somebody else And if you ever feel like I felt Baby you should just be yourself