[Moonlet] Why does this Seem never ending I try to be patient I wake up everyday just trying to escape it This darkness is lurking Don't want to embrace it I left my sanity dead in the basement I burn with the demons I drink 'til I'm wasted This life full of color just seems to have faded Though I know my heart is temporarily jaded And I would be free on the day that I face it Oh no, oh no, oh no If I go down this road If I go down this road I'm gonna die soon And I don't wanna die soon Why do I? (Do I? Do I?) Do this to my health? It's like I'm killing myself I've created this hell [guardin] Why do I even try? I swear that I've lost my mind Is not right Losing sight of direction Objection I'm losing my pace Caught on this storm and my head is outta place Grip my hand and we can make it out alive Trust my integrity it's eating me inside They say: Honest is crucial to survive But I know couple of people comfortably living a lie Why do I feel so uninviting? Head vs heart and they keep on a fighting Lost my mind but I just keep writing Lock my door in my bed I'll be hiding