I'm getting bit up by all of the mosquitoes Blister my skin drink my blood like a needle Collect my DNA in a vile Clone me again make me less suicidal My only wish is to regain a smile I really miss summer days as a child Six flags, suplexes, Eddie Guerrero Now it's just sex, some caffeine and the narrow Stairs album by the band death cab for cutie I fear that eventually someone will shoot me A loop of that scene from American beauty But this ones for real it's not just from a movie My anxietys got the worst of me lately I don't know how the fuck you expect to save me 'Cause I can't save myself and honestly baby I want you to know that I hate me If you made it this far then you're probably still dreaming Listen to this when you feel like you need it My only wish is to regain a smile I really miss summer days as a child