Grief

Ruined

Grief


No!!! 
More will my friends stand for 
My drunken belligerence 
Girls won't put up with my 
Stubborn ignorance 
Things used to be simple 
I wish I was still five 
Now drugs and booze keep my alive 

Hate, it's more than a word 
A way of life 
You're on your own 
Nobody gives a fuck about you, or me 

Loving couples, smiling children anger me 
Fills me with hostility 
The way you live, can't seem to find 
What it's about 
Arbor hospital, you never should've let me out 

Hate, it's more than a word 
A way of life 
You're on your own 
Nobody gives a fuck about you I'm ruined 

You fuckers never should've let me out 

I'm ruined