It’s often the words that I had to use Apart from you It’s taking so long just to come back to What I knew And I fear while you’re away Breathe in the air that I had from my honesty Every word taken away Finding the place in my heart That I want to be It’s often the way that I chose to be Silently Breaking away from the hours everyone stays awake while my mind starts to quake And I am every boundary I am every word But I can’t recognize all the bullshit I heard And I fear while you’re away Breathe in the air that I had from my honesty Every word taken away Finding the place in my heart That I want to be I pray to my lungs to start moving again Every wound every hour I was forced to pretend And I fear while you’re away Breathe in the air that I had from my honesty And I fear while you’re away Breathe in the air that I had from my honesty Every word taken away Finding the place in my heart That I want to be Every word, word I would say Breathe in the air that I had from my honesty Every word taken away Finding the place in my heart That I want to be