Condemned to grief; I pass the sentence A longing need, to bludgeon my ego senseless Not one vein spared, not one source of life This wasting me - the figure I envisaged In this depression The shatterd mirros of reflection Carve out my grisly objective The scarred, bleeding, wretched, infected The new me Epiphanies, grim new ways of self torture The energy, a devotion to a lesser being And I still live to fight another day And still I stand only to topple again A vivid complexity of reason marks the lines But in a world devoid of sinners I'm still no saint Scream at the face of my own self-hate Depression ritual, the temple falls down In this depression I'm a victim of my own mind In this depression